Written 11/5/23, 12:06 A.M.
I have refrained from making a good blog post for a while. why? well, there's a few things:

1. life is unrelenting
i haven't really had the time nor energy to do proper research on a topic and then talk about my opinion on it. it can be really tedious and sometimes i just wanna make a very UNEDUCATED, STUPID, BIASED claim and then update it later on. but that takes too much work. and i've been busy with mental health and whatnot
2. school
lots of school. not necessarily hard, just long and annoying. i've also been missing a lot due to medication issues but that's besides the point. i just need to stay on that grind.. for about a decade more if i go to college.. fun times.
3. motivation? never heard of it
sometimes i just want to sleep all day and never do anything meaningful. is that so bad?
4. digital footprint
i don't want future employers to find out that i posted a blog post saying something that may or may not correspond with their beliefs so i end up living in my parents house until i'm 30. no thanks!!!!!!

anyway, i'll probably make something worthwhile SOMEDAY, not sure when, and no promises. with all of that addressed, i hope you all have a great day